Exam...

This is my first time that i went to exam

without having you beside me

I feel the difference...

for the past few years,

You would accompany me all the time

Now, no longer happen on me

i got to be alone and independent

get through everything with myself


I blame myself

i screw up in my first paper - tax law

i didn't manage to do it well

i wonder whether i can get through on this subject

hoping for miracle to happen

i really feel bad now

first time before and after the paper i feel the same

*scary*

*Your voice calm me down* - thanks my fren

you giving me a help at the critical moment....

Hope your wish that you make for me will work for me.

*Will return the wish to you when my birthday come*



Tons of things happpen on me recently

i wonder how to handle it with my ability

im doubt...

Problems never end in my life

Im tired of it

and yet i can't stop here

im not allow to do so...

sighs...

Life is tough...

STRESS to the MAX

Stress continuously...

I wonder when it will gone..

Besides talking about any deal with you,

I feel that I prefer to have normal talk

normal conversation between us is relatively better and comfortable..

Wish to chat with you like last time

but you seems getting more busy..

miss those days~~~

Final coming in 2 weeks time....

yet i haven't start doing revision..

Stress increase by few level..

STRESS TO THE MAX!!!

HELP ! HELP !

Stress

Being stress now

and yet i couldn't find out the reason of it

wondering how to calm myself down

I don't wish my stresss will goes up to the max

I wish someone can hug me or lend me his shoulder

*tiring day*

HUGS

BEAR BEAR

Dream? Target? Hope?

I been asking myself what i want these days?

What is my dream?

Where my target goes?

I lose all.....

I lose my target, my hope and my dream...

I lost interest with what im doing now..

Nothing else seems can motivate me to go on with my life

Damn...

Im worst...