The Fact of Life

It was kinda sad when things doesn't turn out in what I thought

Sometimes, we just couldn't control what gonna happen next

the only thing we can do is face it and accept the fact

I hate the fact...

I don't like to face it...

but life is like that..

we got no other choice...

no matter what happen,

life still have to go on.....

nothing gonna stop or change because of you...

After few months,

I realize alot of essential thinking..

people taught me alot..

in this world, nothing is more important than oneself...

in order to survive,

you just cannot be good and simple..

ALL FRIENDSHIP, LOVE, KINDNESS, etc

is FAKE!!!

NEVER TRUST IT AGAIN~~~

People will just trying to take advantage on you when you are kind

AND fool you when you being too simple in your life...

WHAT THE HELL....

That Guyz...

The first time i saw him

he gave me a very strong impression

until i able to trust him and let him cut my hair

As i never plan and wish to cut my hair

and because of him, i cut....

-- i guess is because of his hair style ---

Its attract me alot and i have confident on him

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i wish to capture his photo - his hair style

*nice fringe*

but i dare not to do that...

I wonder whether we got a chance to be friend

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I SAW HIM

i think i saw him but i just couldn't assured that is him

as he is far away from me

i just forget about it

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At this night,

I meet him and now it is face to face

at that moment, i stun

it was so unbelievable that he still remember me

we have a short conversation there

i just don't wish to let go the chance i have

so i ask for his contact

and wish to be friend with him

finally we are friend now......

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Here goes the second chance we meet

and this is the second time he help me cut my hair

but this time is different as it is free of charge

and at such a messy room that i never seen before

I felt sorry to him as i awake him at the early morning

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I can't remember his words and what I have talked to him

but i remember

one or two lines from him which impressed me alot

wish to say thanks to him for that night

he accompany me and lend me his ears

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I can't contact him for few days

it is so sudden to know that

he quit his job and left here

i feel sad but

i guess he makes a good decision

Wish him all the best and getting a better job soon

*he left the place quietly without telling me*

*i wonder when is the next chance i will meet him again*

18-5-2009 Beach

BEACH~~

闭起眼睛，吹着海风，聆听海浪声，

这种感觉真的好好哦！

真的好舒服，好宁静。

顿时，我的心情平复了许多。

I cried...

I shout...

I stun....

but it seems never make me feel better...

I wrote all my sadness on sand

*hoping for wind to blow away all the sadness*

*I wrote all my thoughts and feeling that i can't tell anyone*

on a piece of paper

*hope it float away and never come back again*

I told myself not to be sad anymore

after i leave this place

as i throw all the bad feeling into the sea

but it seems very hard for me to do so

My Chocolate

The only thing that make me taste sweet now is chocolate

17 May 2009 Saturday

There is warehouse sale of Calbury chocolate

so so so many chocolate over there..

and its cheap as well

and i just take and take without any thought

So, this is the result of it...

i didn't know that i took so much

and its cost me RM123 in total

*all my chocolate*

*satisfied*