bad-tempered :(

i lost my patience

these days i get mad so easily

getting out of control

i hate the feeling right now

always wish to have someone who can listen to me

and able to hear the voice right inside my heart

things are complicated

i smiles but doesn't mean im ok...

trying my best to be ok or else pretend to be good

am i really ok?

i don't know... the question that will never have the answer..

i feel so silly...

busy + tiring @_@

my life of this month is totally different
as compare with last month...
everyday just work and work...
i feel so damn tired
but better than nothing to do!
now its 1am,
im still blogging instead of sleeping
don't feel like sleeping at this moments..

i enjoys
i happy
i like it
i appreciated
with all i have now...
with the support from you guys,
its make me getting better and strong

Working life

I'm pretty sick right now!
and yet im still awake here instead of getting some rest...
im weak as usual
*cough cough*
after a week of working,
everything getting smooth and im slowly get used to it
feel ok with the job.. kinda tired of it
as long as i get income, i don't mind... ($_$)

*break time*

in store room

- it's my 3rd day of working -

4th day of working


*sick face*

after one week of working

qianqian will work for the best!

Working day 1

tiring day...
sighs.. i don't really like the job...
suffer...
stay at home still the best one...
sighs..
don't know my decision to work is right or wrong...
:(

柠檬和蓝莓的故事

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听我说

听我说好吗？

bitter >_<

sighs...
emo again without reason!
endless...
moodless
those cold jokes doesn't help any
but thanks for the effort...
argh...
don't like to stay awake nor sleep
im tired like hell
yet i can't sleep
hate it to the max
i wanna hug hug!
tears in my heart...

如果emo可以当饭吃，

我想我一整年都不必吃饭了

sunday outing

I'm damn tired now
as i woke up early & sleep late last night
afternoon i went hospital to visit my mum
stay there for an hour
after that, went to pyramid shopping with frens.
really long time didn't go shop already
yeah.. im happy...
so i won't feel tired
i found my lollipop :)
different one.. really different.. and its nice and cute
oh no, i gone mad again with the lollipops with many colours
i can't decide which colour to buy
they said green is nice, so i bought green 1..
~ new lollipop again ~

I don't know since when im qualify to be an image consultant
I think i will spoil your image more than helping you
haha.... but it's really fun...
im wondering how far you can change
im sure its gonna be a better look..
can't wait to see ur new look!

Im happy to know new frens
yeppi... get to know more and more frens here
hope it will remain...

10 - 01 - 2010

不知不觉的

在二十一岁的天空下

度过了

整整两个月

到底在这段期间

我的人生

改变了多少呢？

蒨蒨成长了多少呢？

说好不哭泣

却一次又一次的掉泪

说好要坚强

却不断的逃避

日子一天一天的过去

时间一分一秒的流逝

真的不该持续堕落

是时候清醒了

蒨蒨

失而复得

顿时， 我觉得很开心！
这样的心情、感觉 - 很赞

有些事、有些东西
等到失去了，
才发现它是如此的重要
才后悔当初的粗心大意
才懂得去珍惜拥有的一切
失而复得，真的不简单
相等于奇迹般的出现
我的所有资料回来了，
真的是值得庆幸吗？

失去的文件，可以找回来
那感情呢？
是否会存在着奇迹？
一直执著，一直等待
在内心深处仍抱着一丝见面的希望
盼望着奇迹的出现
但是
现实总是把绝望带到我身边！

connie's birthday

~ Happy 21st birthday to connie babe ~

This afternoon,

went pyramid with bef lack of one

as connie was busy preparing for her party

get to know a lenglui - Lauren

hehe :)

a really nice & friendly girl

At night,

went connie's house for her party

pretty birthday girl!!

Her family members are nice & sporting

i like them ^_^

especially her dad

really very cute

all of them get high

i wish i could drunk

but i must control myself

cannot drink too much

~ hope she like the present that we bought for her ~

&

i'm happy she like the cake *teehee*

*afternoon attire*

~ the look at night ~

heart her lotsss & always....

yeah :)

i received the gift too

from her that she bought at taiwan

yea.. i like it..

thanks my dear

girls... with lauren pretty girl

always qianqian with the smiles :)

Baking for fun :)

Its been a long time that i didn't bake cakes

since im so free at home & connie babe birthday is coming

i decided to bake a cake for her!

i was wondering which type of cake is the best

yeah~~ cheesecake always my favourite

as well as chocolate cake

here it goes the process of baking these 2 type of cakes

Cheesecake

egg white & egg yolk

mixture of melted butter & biscuits - biscuit base

cheese mixture - cream cheese, sugar, sour cream, yogurt, whipping cream & egg white

prepare to bake it

It's done!!

Supreme Dark Chocolate Cake

melt cooking chocolate

melt butter

egg yolks

egg yolks & egg whites

beat egg whites and sugar together until soft peaks form.

mixture of chocolate - cooking chocolate, butter, egg yolks, egg whites & sugar

Prepare to bake it ~~

*in the oven*

it's done... look so dark.. but smell nice... :)

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Lollipops lover

Lollipop collection

This is all my lollipops!! :)

金莎- 笨蛋（feat.林俊杰)

wondering

i had a dream yesterday
i dream of beach
where i never been before
such a nice view in front of me
i enjoys the wind
being alone &
sitting at the beach
staring at the blue sky
thinking of what should i do
i wanna have a moment which is peacefully!
i need to rest & relax...

last day of 2009

*~ this is qianqian @ 2009 ~*
*wondering how much she can change in 2010*

31 - 12 - 2009
last day of 2009
no feeling at all
stay in front of my laptop whole day
what to do??
poker-ing & chatting
im glad that got him (so called my dear) played poker with me
it's really fun
while playing,
im chatting with this guy that i added and know him the day before
nice chatting with him...
even though we just know each other
i feel so nice and comfortable to chat with him
he is an interesting guy name jeremy lee!
kinda proud of myself that i was able to do multi-task at the same time
my little sis who sit beside me
helped me to calculate numbers of people i chat with while playing poker
i think im used to it already
poker-ing, watching drama, chatting and editing pic (all run at the same time)
haha...

Dinner time
i went out for dinner with my frens
-bbq steamboat buffet- again...
buffet is always my favourite
happy and enjoys my dinner
spent almost 3 hours plus there
but i can't eat alots also
they ate ice-cream!!
i still dare not to try it...
it's gonna be a new year
perhaps i should have more courage to eat ice-cream again
it's sound stupid to hear that people scared of eating ice-cream
im the stupid one
funny right??

i think the world is small
there are so many coincidence happened
*incredible*
anyway, its really great!!
i had a nice day

- thanks to this 2 guys -
& also my frens who accompany me for dinner!