HopeLess

I don't know what i am doing now.
I feel stupid & dumb
My heart is beating
My heart is crying
My tears worthless
I thought im strong
I thought im ok
I thought im heal
in fact, im just cheating myself
why am i bother so much?
why im so kepo?
why im being stupid once again?
sighs... :'(
perhaps i need pain killer...