14 - 10 - 2009

I was pretty sad and yet i dont know what's the reason
and i just feel like wanna cry

I cried because i always make people around me unhappy

im useless.....

I dont wish to see anyone of them getting sad because of me
keep me alone...

Think back about the past,
its really a pain for me,
which leave me a big scar right inside my heart,
a wound that never seems to be heal until now...

I feel so sorry to him,
I don't know what to say besides apologize,
i appreaciate his understanding...
Thanks You !

*~ the only thing i wish is to maintain everything in my life without any changes ~*