Being the one ★ +_+ ★

~ Life as an agent ~ 

❤ busy & full schedule 

sacrificing the time for leisure ★

All the time priority is given to the work n him 

- I just need to get myself right on track, settle off all the issues -

In my mind, I know what I should do in order to reach my aim of life that 

how i want to be...

Thus, this is the reason for me being strong n tough. 

Success in career prove that you're a capable woman

Success in family n relationship gives you the most treasure satisfaction n happiness ❤

Persistence is the key to success.

never give up

after wipe off all the tears 

continue the fight...

Only if the love exists

Two & half months 

How much it means actually

How much had been through

sweet sour bitter laughters & tears

nothing or something??

Simplicity

总是有烦不完的事情，最近因为工作的不愉快影响了很多人和事，还有感情。把注意力专注在问题上，只是会把问题放大而不是解决。我答应了他，不会再把工作的事带回家。我要我们一起很快乐。

也许，他从不知道、他对我有多重要。我要的只是他可以过得很好。

我想成为他心目中的那个理想女人。

我想成为一直在背后支持他的女人。

我想成为一个可以帮助他在事业上的女人。

我想成为唯一那个可以把他照顾到很好的女人。

虽然我做得不够好、我相信我一定会更好。

      It's great that he walk into my life and the greatest is if he would stay and never leave......

雨后的晴天

人总是在歇斯底里后，来到了转折点，再一次振作。。。

我相信，每一次的挫折，失败都是成长的必经之路。也许，我没有其他人的幸运，我的路比别人坎坷，可是我得到的是别人所没有的。

不管在事业还是爱情，往往受到的考验，都是那么的难以承受，我还是咬紧牙关地熬过去。

这一次的考验，我真的不知道我可以到达什么程度！也许、我会崩溃，可是不知是什么时候，也许、我可以看见雨后的晴天。

我只想与他好好的在一起走下去。

如果可以...

如果现在我的忍耐，可以换来日后的快乐，我愿意去承受一切的苦，因为我真的盼望着我的未来可以是甜的。

很多时候，人总是看到别人所拥有的好像比自己的好。往往忽略了珍惜在自己手里的，等到失去了，才知道可贵，才发现后悔已经来不及了。

有些事，对某些人来说，是无比的平凡而且轻而易举的拥有，但在某些人眼里，却是一种奢望。在生活中：吃得饱，穿得暖，大家都显得理所当然；可是却还是有一部分的人，以三餐温饱来当作是一种期望。

那一晚，走在无人的路上，短短两分钟的路程，却足足能够把我的心填满，他牵起我的手，好踏实的感觉，多么希望那是一个永无止境的路程，可以一直这样走下去。

如果我的努力与付出，可以兑现那一丝丝的奢望，哪怕只是多一秒，我也愿意。

幸福，我可以贪心的，要多一点吗？

17-July 2013

Kinda frustrated with all the messy stuff recently. It's mainly comes from working stress and pressure from leader. Without the planning, everything goes out of track. With the plan, things doesn't goes as expected. This is so called life and reality. It's great to have the chance to learn a lot of knowledge as well as skills from him yet I know I couldn't be lazy and rely too much on him. It's time to grow and move to next level. Hope everything will be smooth in coming few weeks and move closure to the target.

Something's always pestering my mind...

I wish it will no longer be the thing that I mind someday.. 

When the time we're together...

每每他在我身旁，我总可以睡得好安心,好舒服。

I'm not greedy for anything but only one things I long for - which is the moment when I open my eyes, he is beside me. 

 [不小心睡着了，还被偷拍了！]

昨天的他，好好哦。当我睁开眼睛，他抱着我，还说送我回家，这感觉一级棒。哈哈（＾_＾）宝贝好疼我哟!

难过、难受

他生气了。。。😡

我错了 ＞_＜

第一次，我不知所措，心里一点都不好受。好讨厌这样的感觉，只想着恢复原有的开心心情。都怪自己吧，没有好好地把情绪收好。如果不是这样，我们一直都是开心地一起。😊

看着一行又一行他写的信息，安慰的是，他没有不理我，可是心里却有说不出的难过。每个字都像针那般的刺痛。。。眼泪不知不觉，掉了！我的努力好像都白费了。😭

当时的害怕仿佛又出现了，这股感觉往往让我没了勇气。我承担不起再像四年前那样的痛苦。 

希望我的未来是好的！虽然我不好，可是我会努力。

  喜欢抱抱的感觉，它让我有踏实的感觉

My baby ❤

每当踏入他的空间，都是那么的梦幻，烦恼自然而然的暂时远离。在他身边，我真的可以什么都不需要想。当回到现实，却令人难过。

才发现，与他一起的每一分每一刻，都是那么的美好。他是唯一的那个总让我一时哭笑不得、一时哈哈大笑！

如果可以，只想要这样简单的快乐就好。。。从未有过的快乐，很享受却害怕失去！

27 June / 28 June ❤

happy day n night v you ❤

Truly & deeply ❤

虽然我什么都不会，可是为了他，我开始学习了。从不照顾人的我，现在这一刻真的开始慢慢地学习着怎样照顾他。希望把最好的都给他。有时候，我无法猜测他的心思，他的要求，更不知怎么做让他开心。

第一次跟妈妈学了怎么煲汤 - 学会了煲鸡汤 。除了做蛋糕之外，可以煲汤给心爱的人喝，感觉也蛮好的。好像还有很多东西都不会耶，有牌学了。

现在的我，不可以是小姐脾气了。人与人之间的相处，无可否认的是要互相容忍 - 包容及忍让。虽然他的脾气不好，可是他的体贴和细心总让我觉得好窝心。所以，我一定要学会容忍，也不可以乱发脾气。

和他一起，即使有那么多的不确定，却包含了一种简单的幸福感。只想把这一份感觉，一直延续下去。。。

喜欢他抱着我

叫着我宝贝

20 - 06 - 2013 (Thursday)

Finally ~ It's done

The day that we complete the puzzle :)

feeling great when he is there with me just for the puzzle!

Puzzle life ★

without any notice, the story start...

Two months ago, we were still somebody strange and now we're getting close to certain distance *i guess*... just like the puzzle, day after day, piece by piece till it is complete some day!

I enjoyed every single minute spent with him regardless of what we are doing.

The first gift from him - Puzzle
I appreciated & feel very happy that he actually bought it for me. The moment i'm doing it - i like especially when he is beside me to accompany me. Every single hug touched my heart ❤

Second gift from him - Teddy
The little surprised from him. Felt in love with the bear when first saw it. Decided to name it as Teddy :) - so cute & adorable.

Something that he don't know...

I like his hug
I like his caring
I like his singing
I like his companion
I like his soft & attentive
I like his cuteness like a kid
I like the moment when i open my eyes, I see him

I just couldn't explain why...

小小幸福 ❤

Those messing weeks,

things getting complicated,

problems left unsolved,

argument flying all over the corner,

gossip never stop,

all plan screwed up,

troubles non stop......

Yet, it doesn't matter!

The intruders coloured and cheer my day 

and i smile :)

his name ~ Teddy ~ my companion ❤

& the only one  ❤ who support me all the time!! Thanks babe ~

趁早

有些回忆即使你把它搁在一旁，
它始终还是存在。
那段日子仿佛噩梦般地缠绕，
令人不想再回顾。
庆幸的是，
我从噩梦中惊醒，
看清了许多事实。

很多时候的我们，

经历了，

才学会如何更勇敢，

才懂得怎样去了解！

2013 ~ Ulala

Happy CNY ~ ulala...

Count down 2 days,
Hardly can feel that cny is around the corner &
this is the first time that i dont have any preparation for cny just within the week of CNY
kinda lost of myself and blurred to be me :/

Changing A new hairstyle ~ just for this 2013 CNY
kiddy look ♥
its been some time since i have such fringe
finally my hair is getting longer.
Hope the good luck will shower me with this new look :p

♥ 仪蒨 ♥

before & after (somehow im missing the previous hair)

2.1.2013

WORKING DAY 1 ☆

A kinda relaxing day. Everything goes smooth and my mood is so damn good weh :)
I can't believe few days ago, I'm so tension and stress like hell and now i feel like in the heaven.. *teehee* ~ I can have my very powerful breakfast, proper lunch & nice mum homecook dinner. Feeling so satisfy & xing fu.

Gotta working hard and smart towards my GOAL. TAN YI QIAN, MUST DO IT!

An ice-cream to cheer my day *lovely*

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2013

31.12.12
stress release on NYE ~
went @live for clubbing and it's my first time NYE celebration!!
It's a drunkie night and I got all blurred & dizziness :p
Actually I wish that Mr. C will be the one that I want to hang out with... yet I didn't manage to see him for n days already. I'm always wondering when is the next time that I'll meet you up again!
The night was high & fun. ~ MUSIC ~ DANCE ~ DRINK ~

* One of the important person in my life & loves *

MY OUTFIT of the Night *White as the theme*

Sweet Bitter Sour ❤

It's like the blink of an eye...

the beginning become the end

another chapter of story turn into memory book

★ ☆ 2012 ☆ ★

这一路

我跑过、走过、跳过 、爬过，也跌倒过，

我曾哭过、埋怨过、失望过......

一切的一切，

就这样在不知不觉中，熬过了。

辛苦不再是苦

因为挫折总会把我们磨练得更坚强

错误中学习成长

人总不会苦一辈子，只是会苦一阵子。

所以我选择了改变，让自己的未来是甜的！

2012 ❤ 蒨

谢谢一路上，

陪我走过，

扶过我，

鼓励过我，

帮助过我，

关心我的人。